I reckon that not everyone is able to resume everything to stay normal. Some might have their sinking flat and struggle to go up while others flying high pass the line. Mine has been always below zero. But the best part of all is that I make sure to be fully functioned even when the system goes down. Deconstructing glitches, gaining power in reverse.
Sometimes when it sparks, laughter often ends.
Worry not, loneliness could always be a good friend.