Just like a strike of light on super dark tunnel, this finger leads me to click on the right page. For a split sec I found myself landed well on James Victore's Feck Perfuction video and that 1:35 mins clip took me out to the brighter side. Just like a strike of light, indeed, life suddenly claims its capacity as a system that is bigger than just data and algorithm. Seriously, someone had not just accidentally saved by Youtube, right?
"You know what's better than perfect? Done. Done is better than perfect." Dropping lines like that, James was bold and relevant in projecting an answer I have been looking for.
From much bigger perspective, I tell myself that The One does exist at any form possible even though sometimes he seems more like an idea, instead of concrete piece I could touch and see. Apparently, I wasn't doing monologue all these time. I should have remembered this since it happened many times before. And I am glad such connection still happens to me.